im still exhausted from beating all the other sperms
I have learned that if you are down, stay down. Don’t get back on your fucking feet until you are prepared to stand. Don’t get up until you have learned why you fell. Nine times out of ten, it is because you were weighing down on someone who could no longer hold you. You gave someone your power. You forgot about yourself. Let me tell you something - there is one person there for you. One person. It’s the same person that wipes your shit and feeds you and cleans up your vomit after a drunken night. It’s the same person who brushes your teeth and tends to your wounds and gets your crying ass out of the shower. The same one that tucks you into bed and cradles you in the night and fights off the darkness and embraces the light. It’s you. It’s always been you. Don’t get off that fucking ground because you see somebody you know or somebody you want to know, or - somebody you can rely on. Wipe your fucking face and get up for you. Because you can. Because it’s the least of what you owe yourself.
I needed someone to say this to me, so I said it to myself (via perfect)
You might lose some friends with these pranks, but it’s probably worth it.
The Ultimate Pranks For April Fool’s Day …
Sometimes you have to kind of die inside in order to rise from your own ashes and believe in yourself and love yourself to become a new person.
Every night I stay up past 12, past 1, etc. Not because I’m not tired. Not because I want to tweak on these social networking sites. Because I am tired, I want to sleep. But I can’t because my mind runs like crazy. It over thinks, over analyzes things that I don’t want to think about. So I purposely keep myself awake & tire myself out so that when I do finally lie in bed, I fall asleep and my thoughts don’t keep me up.
A great relationship is about two things: First, appreciating the similarities and second, respecting the differences.
Be gentle and patient with me,
for I’ve been damaged, and it’s taking me awhile to find my way back. My thick skin may be seem to hard to puncture at first, but underneath lies all my care and affection. All that’s needed is time, and in time, will my walls come down, and in time, will my emotions surface and flow openly to you. I’m a hard person to understand, I keep my thoughts under wraps, but consistency and determination will guide you to the part of me I refuse to reveal to any other common eye.
RIP to all those who didn’t make it to 2014. And to those that did; I’m so, so proud of you.
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